I’ve always had problem with “opening up” to people. I come off, at first, as an extrovert but when you get to know me more I have more in me that’s not revealed. Maybe this is because I like the idea of a person who is like an onion - a personality that cannot be “figured” out all at once but slowly, one peel at a time. Like how people say wine is an acquired taste, I want to be a person who becomes richer and appreciated to others through time. And also my pride. When I am having a hard time (physically, mentally, or emotionally) I don’t like letting people know that I am going through tough time. My pride won’t allow me to be pitied by others and it won’t allow me to depend on others.
Going back to the main point of this post, I just received emails from two of my friends that I considered to be close. Same day, similar time, but completely don’t know each other. but they were compelled to send me an email about how much they appreciate me. I mean it was out of the blue but I was so touched! So I just want to say thank you guys for putting up with me although I am a really weird person (as I explained earlier) and I will try my best to be a better friend with honesty and heart to share. I don’t really express much but I really appreciate you guys for who you are and for joy you bring into my life! Love y’all ^^